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16 May 2006 @ 08:03 pm
Supernatural Slash Drabbles: A Lack Of Certainty  
Author: HalfshellVenus
Category: Sam/Dean (Wincest)
Rating: R
Summary: Two 100-word Wincest drabbles. A different flavor entirely from the happier "Dreams of Innocence"-- these are the angsty drabbles.
Author's Notes: These, and several other wonderful drabbles, came about as a result of a 10-Drabble-Request Meme, allowing visitors to choose drabble type, pairing and a prompt word (if desired). Details for each are below. These two are unrelated Wincest glimpses.

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Built On ‘Now’ (for poisontaster. Sam/Dean smut)

“Harder, Dean!”

Sam’s voice is hoarse, a push of unfocused desire. He is a taut expanse of skin underneath Dean’s belly, pulling him inside and against and closer with each shove of his hand on Dean’s hip.

Surely he must want this, the way he urges Dean to just take him. Dean’s never sure but when Sam asks, how can he say No? Dean’s heart is hope, his body promise…

He wants it now, Dean thinks. That’s all he can count on. Sam’s kiss makes the skin prickle along Dean’s back, and Dean thinks Yes and just thrusts on home.


Defiance (for wenchpixie. Post-Shadows Dean/Sam smut with aggressive broken!Dean)

Sam climbs in before the lights are off, pressing close as Dean turns away.

“Don’t do this to me, Sam.”

“You’re still thinking about what I said before.”

“Everything I have—- every fucking thing I am-— is yours, and you have never even cared.”

“You’re my brother, Dean. My life.”

“I’m the one you’ll always leave.”

“But I’m still yours.” Sam’s hand flows knowingly across Dean’s chest. “Make me feel it,” Sam murmurs into a kiss.

So Dean pushes—forces-- his mark inside Sam. Anger and anxiety spur him harder/faster/deeper, and he finishes in an explosion of heartache and revenge.



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The Grammarian about whom your mother warned you.acostilow on May 17th, 2006 03:14 am (UTC)
Dear god.

My heart is being carved out even as my body sings with joy.

Brilliant.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam & Dean slashhalfshellvenus on May 17th, 2006 03:16 am (UTC)
My heart is being carved out even as my body sings with joy.
There's so much hurt in these-- and between the boys themselves.

I hate to call it 'doomed love,' because I hope it doesn't stay that way, but still...

Did you read the other set? Some of those were written after you checked into the longer Drabble posting. They were... happier. Yes.
The Grammarian about whom your mother warned you.acostilow on May 17th, 2006 03:31 am (UTC)
*big eyes* No....where are they! *ferrets through your LJ*
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam & Dean Genhalfshellvenus on May 17th, 2006 05:15 am (UTC)
;) "Dreams of Innocence" were the other set, and I think only the one for maygra was complete when you last checked in.
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The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam & Dean slashhalfshellvenus on May 17th, 2006 04:05 pm (UTC)
I know! That prompt from wenchpixie especially was something different from my usual. Powerfully hurty, tho. :0

Poor poisontaster asked for smut, and got angstySmut. But... some of the other smut requests came out nice and fluffy, so I think one way or the other she got what she wanted.
Are we back to hos over bros?lissa_bear on May 17th, 2006 06:01 pm (UTC)
I think the title makes the first drabble.

And the second? “Make me feel it,” Sam murmurs into a kiss.
love it!
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam & Dean Genhalfshellvenus on May 17th, 2006 06:15 pm (UTC)
:D The title pretty much is the theme of the first drabble (which was supposed to just be smut! And then look what happened).

The second one is such a different flavor for me. AngrySex isn't something I've done before.

Glad you liked them, darker though they be. The first set, "Dreams Of Innocence," is much fluffier.
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The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Diner Deanhalfshellvenus on May 17th, 2006 09:45 pm (UTC)
And thanks for help in making them. :)

*cuddles hurty!dean to death*
He so deserves it. And the certainty of lasting love...
Jakisbishlygay: Supernatural-Dean sick 2jakisbishlygay on May 19th, 2006 04:47 am (UTC)
Holy crap!!

The last one, Defiance, id my favorite. Poor Dean

Good job!
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Diner Deanhalfshellvenus on May 19th, 2006 04:57 am (UTC)
Thank you! :)

The last one, Defiance, id my favorite. Poor Dean.
It's dark and fierce, but you can sure understand how he feels. Especially following "Shadows"-- god, the heartache.
Jakisbishlygay: Supernatural-Dean Hate me that much?jakisbishlygay on May 19th, 2006 05:21 am (UTC)
*sobs*
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Diner Deanhalfshellvenus on May 19th, 2006 04:21 pm (UTC)
Oh, god-- that icon! "Asylum" was another one that killed me. And Scarecrow. "Atonement" was written because of the pain caused by Asylum. Sam, how could you! *heartclench*
Jakisbishlygay: Supernatural-Sammy Spoon huh?jakisbishlygay on May 19th, 2006 11:57 pm (UTC)
Yes, Sammy is a bad, bad boy...

*cuddles poor heartbroken Dean*
Raven: Supernatural - Heart & Soulsxeraven on May 19th, 2006 11:25 am (UTC)
“Don’t do this to me, Sam.”

“You’re still thinking about what I said before.”

“Everything I have—- every fucking thing I am-— is yours, and you have never even cared.”

“You’re my brother, Dean. My life.”

“I’m the one you’ll always leave.”

“But I’m still yours.” Sam’s hand flows knowingly across Dean’s chest. “Make me feel it,” Sam murmurs into a kiss.


I want to steal that and use it. Because just... OUCH. And so perfect.
Just... "Everything I have-- every fucking thing I am-- is yours, and you have never even cared."
Yeah.
Right. There.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Diner Deanhalfshellvenus on May 19th, 2006 04:24 pm (UTC)
"Everything I have-- every fucking thing I am-- is yours, and you have never even cared."
THAT line was where this drabble started, as you might have guessed. When wenchpixie requested post-Shadows smut with aggressiveBroken!Dean, that was the first thing that came to mind.

Just-- Ouch. Dean laid open for the world to see, and it Just.Doesn't.Matter. *sob*
MF Luder: JA bicepmf_luder_xf on May 25th, 2006 05:39 am (UTC)
Ouch. Such wonderful pain. That last one--so right. And very much them.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam & Dean slashhalfshellvenus on May 25th, 2006 05:47 am (UTC)
That last one--so right. And very much them.
And god, how it hurts us that this is the way it goes. Bound together, unavoidably, but not easy or sure or always happy.

That Jensen photo in your icon is one of the most tempting pictures of him ever. Alec from "Dark Angel?"
MF Luder: ABmf_luder_xf on May 25th, 2006 05:51 am (UTC)
So true.

You know, I'm actually not sure. I had it in my haed that it was Devour, but now I think the hair's wrong. I'll admit, I've only watched him in SPN and Smallville, so half the time all my brain thinks is 'hott...' and doesn't think to ask what photos are from. :-P Sorry I wasn't much help there!