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23 March 2010 @ 11:22 pm
SPN Slash Drabble: "Until (Unless)" (Sam/Dean, PG-13)  
Title: Until (Unless)
Author: HalfshellVenus
Characters: Sam/Dean (Slash, Drabble)
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Sometimes the lines got blurred…
Author's Notes: Happy late birthday to acostilow! I'm sorry this took so long, and I hope you like it.
Also for supernatural100, this is "Blurred."

x-x-x-x-x

Sometimes the lines got blurred, as to whether he was father, brother, or lover. Dean had been all of those things to Sam, without questioning it—whatever Sam needed.

It would've been harder for Dean to admit that he needed it just as much.

Other people suspected—like it was fucking written on them somewhere, had to be—but Dean never admitted it. As long as he kept pretending, it would never be permanent. There'd always be the chance of things becoming normal between him and Sam some day.

Ten years later, he was still waiting.

Someday.

Whenever Sam decided…


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Trini: dean eyetrinipedia on March 24th, 2010 06:34 am (UTC)
so beautiful.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Diner Deanhalfshellvenus on March 24th, 2010 05:57 pm (UTC)
Thank you! Wow, what an icon. It's gorgeous!
dominiondreamsdominiondreams on March 24th, 2010 07:42 am (UTC)
Just beautiful
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on March 24th, 2010 06:42 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much- I'm glad you liked it!
gunznammo2gunznammo2 on March 24th, 2010 08:24 am (UTC)
Again, so lovely. Dean's focus, always on his Sam.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on March 25th, 2010 05:09 pm (UTC)
Dean denies all of his own true needs, but he'll never ignore Sam's-- no matter what it costs him, even if it's the pain of uncertainty.
labseraphlabseraph on March 24th, 2010 10:47 am (UTC)
So wrong and yet ...

*wibbles*
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on March 25th, 2010 05:09 pm (UTC)
That describes SO much of Dean and the traps he finds himself in.
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The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Diner Deanhalfshellvenus on March 25th, 2010 05:24 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much!
jespretenderjespretender on March 24th, 2010 02:16 pm (UTC)
So beautiful. Sigh.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on March 25th, 2010 05:46 pm (UTC)
I'm glad you liked it!
devon99 on March 24th, 2010 09:02 pm (UTC)
As always, so lovely:)
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on March 25th, 2010 08:27 pm (UTC)
Thank you. Oh, the twist of bittersweetness that follows these boys everywhere...
The Grammarian about whom your mother warned you.acostilow on March 25th, 2010 02:35 am (UTC)
I LOVE mah birfday.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on March 25th, 2010 08:28 pm (UTC)
Yay, I'm so glad! I'm sorry it took awhile, but I hope this hit the spot. And spread the birthday-ness out even longer. ;)
jjinmo_356jjinmo_356 on March 25th, 2010 05:24 pm (UTC)
Totally enjoyed this, -like it was fucking written on them, destiny, that all there is to it.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on March 25th, 2010 08:29 pm (UTC)
destiny, that all there is to it.
It feels that way, SO much of the time. It's one of the reasons Wincest totally works for me-- for these two, it's the thing that actually makes sense and makes everything else survivable and less bleak. ♥
zenamydogzenamydog on March 26th, 2010 12:20 pm (UTC)
I just don't get how you can pack such a punch in such a short amount of time. *sigh*
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on March 27th, 2010 07:41 am (UTC)
Thank you very much!

I so often envy people who can get stories of real length out instead, who post things up like "I wrote this last night. 10,000 words."

But micro-ficcing seems to be more my style. Every now and then I think about tackling one of those 1-sentence stories again. :0
Melissa N. Tillotsonbrianshanelvr on March 26th, 2010 11:26 pm (UTC)
Lovely! You never let me down!
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on March 27th, 2010 07:42 am (UTC)
Thank you! I'm so glad you liked it! :)
and then we lit it on fire: spn always thereelectricalgwen on March 28th, 2010 12:56 am (UTC)
Lovely. So much in 100 words. ♥
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on March 28th, 2010 06:11 am (UTC)
Thank you! This aching interdependence between the two boys just never gets old for me.
and then we lit it on fire: spn so closeelectricalgwen on March 28th, 2010 11:30 am (UTC)
Definitely why I keep watching. :)
fiery_fox2fiery_fox2 on April 3rd, 2010 04:31 pm (UTC)
Ouch. *weeps*
But beautiful, as always. You are such a lovely writer. :>