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19 April 2006 @ 10:40 pm
Supernatural "Questions and Answers" Wincest Drabbles: Searching  
Title: Searching
Author: HalfshellVenus
Category: Sam/Dean (Slash, Drabbles)
Rating: R (Under-age warning on first drabble)
Summary: 5x100-word Wincest Drabbles on “Questions and Answers,” written for the supernatural100 challenge.

x-x-x-x-x

Caught (Under-age warning. This one is also separate from the others)
They stifle their giggles, and all other noises, in this room where the walls are too thin.

Dizzy in the darkness under the covers, they kiss and lick, rub with intent.

Dean’s quiet now, so close, and “What’s going on in there?” comes through the door. He shoots off so fast Sam nearly chokes, before they wipe and settle themselves side-by-side. “Nothing,” Dean says calmly. Footsteps leave.

Sam pokes him. “You get off on Dad almost busting us?”

“No!” Dean whispers. “I was surprised.”

But Sam will wonder for years to come. Coincidence? Being twisted? Or the thrill of danger?


x-x-x-x-x


Couple
The gateman at the gay resort won’t let them in to poke around. “Are you sure you’re a couple?” he asks.

“Of course,” Dean flusters.

“I don’t think so,” the man replies.

Sam turns. Dean’s always goading him about taking the initiative. Fingers along Dean’s jaw, he leans in toward those startled eyes, kissing Dean like… like he knows what he’s doing. Dean lifts underneath him, opening, sucking in Sam’s lip. Hand on Sam’s arm, he brings him closer.

They lose themselves… blushing as a sudden cough pulls them away.

“I guess you are,” the man says.

We are now.


Deliberate
Sam kisses up Dean’s belly, mouthing, molding the skin. The writhing under his attentions stirs his tongue to join in devotion. He pushes up Dean’s shirt, calloused fingers brushing hardened nipples, feeling the lift of Dean’s heaving chest. Hands in his hair urge, caress as Dean bucks under Sam’s weight. Dean rolls his hardness into Sam, impatient, wanting.

Sam bites Dean’s neck softly, rocking groin to groin in response. He moves to kiss and soften, slows the thrusting as his mouth devours Dean’s whimpers. In the heated, glorious, incredible build--

“Now?” Sam shoves up quickly, and “Oooh” Dean is finished.


Found
“What do you want?” Dean asks.

“Your mouth,” Sam groans beneath him. Just the shape of it—sight of it—sets him off, and Dean sweeps and strokes and swirls like a pro. Sam is lost now, floating inside and above himself as Dean coaxes Heaven down to greet him and sacrifices Sam in this glorious ritual.

Sweetly sated, Sam lets Dean take him. Dean’s hands are Do you? on his chest, Dean’s face is Love me? in its heat and hesitancy. His waiting hovers between them.

Sam’s body holds him, enfolds him, and welcomes with an answer of Yes.


The Mirrored Self
“How long can we keep doing this?”

Twined together in Baton Rouge, his head is on Dean’s chest when Sam asks the question. Dean wonders if Sam felt his heart quicken at those words, at the threat of being left.

He lost Sam before, back when they were brothers with nothing new between them. This is different— bigger. This is the love of Warriors, matched and mated. It is the question sought and answered, the self mirrored and completed. It is the domain of philosophers and poets, and it would shatter Dean to lose it.

“Forever,” Dean whispers. And hopes.


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The Grammarian about whom your mother warned you.acostilow on April 20th, 2006 05:43 am (UTC)
Mmmmmmm. Oh, yes. God, yes. *hearts you*
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam & Dean slashhalfshellvenus on April 20th, 2006 05:46 am (UTC)
HAHAHAHA! You win again! Second time today :D

Oh, yes. God, yes. *hearts you*
I think these were the steamiest drabbles yet, which is saying something :0

My first underage one, but... too hot to resist.

And the "Couple" one just rox my sox, for reasons that would probably be ridiculous to explain.
(no subject) - acostilow on April 20th, 2006 05:49 am (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - halfshellvenus on April 20th, 2006 05:54 am (UTC) (Expand)
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(no subject) - halfshellvenus on April 20th, 2006 06:05 am (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - acostilow on April 20th, 2006 06:14 am (UTC) (Expand)
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(no subject) - thelana on April 20th, 2006 06:47 am (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - halfshellvenus on April 20th, 2006 04:26 pm (UTC) (Expand)
poisontaster on April 20th, 2006 06:22 am (UTC)
Couples is hot and awkward and everything it should be; Found is just beautiful and The Mirrored Self is just the best of everything about them and is the perfect end.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam & Dean slashhalfshellvenus on April 20th, 2006 04:29 pm (UTC)
Couples is hot and awkward and everything it should be
:D The awkwardness is part of the hotness, really. I mean, what can Dean do? He's trapped. And then... persuaded. *Happy sigh*

So glad you liked these. "The Mirrored Self" was written first, but clearly had to be the concluding piece. My hopes are with Dean, in that one...

Nice icon, BTW :)
The Good, The Bad and The Lana: dom lazythelana on April 20th, 2006 06:45 am (UTC)
Mmmmm, much hot! Love the third one!
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam & Dean slashhalfshellvenus on April 20th, 2006 04:31 pm (UTC)
Thank you ;) I see it gets your sexyDominic seal of approval...

The third had to be trimmed down, as I started to get awfully carried away while writing it. For obvious reasons-- it's the detailed sex scene, and that tends to draw out the details....
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The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: SN SpecialHellhalfshellvenus on April 20th, 2006 04:37 pm (UTC)
Oh. OH. These are amazingly hot and fantastic and just so PERFECT. Seriously? The just WORK w/ the drabble format so wonderfully. ♥
You're my hero, now :D

Couple - Oh man. Totally and utterly FLOORED by this. Because YES! All your kinks for this one are my kinks too! Nnngggh. *fans self*
w00t! Thank god it fit into the drabble, because I was half-worried that it would come off as totally lame. But... since it rates so high on my kink-o-meter, I had to write it for myself if no-one else. So glad others share some of my kinks :D

Oh. *clenchy heart*
I hurt for Dean's wants so much. They are so simple, and yet... so impossible at the same time. Poor guy. :(

So very glad you liked these :D I'll post them out to the larger world later today, but my f-list people get a sneak preview. ;)
Are we back to hos over bros?lissa_bear on April 20th, 2006 03:33 pm (UTC)
Mmm, what a lovely thing to wake up to in the morning!
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Diner Deanhalfshellvenus on April 20th, 2006 04:38 pm (UTC)
Kind of gets the blood running, doesn't it? ;)

Which is even more important for those of us (like me) who aren't morning people. Plus... Sam and Dean mini-movies running inside our heads for the rest of the day :D Yeah, baby!
tyrical: Action_spenttyrical on April 20th, 2006 05:01 pm (UTC)
Wow! Just Wow!

These were all hot and sexy.

I especially liked Couple and Found.

Couple felt so realistic and Found was just beauty, poetry, and so much feeling.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam & Dean Genhalfshellvenus on April 20th, 2006 05:29 pm (UTC)
These were all hot and sexy.
I think these are my first R-rated drabbles, other than the drabble-poem I wrote last week. I'm... building up. Yes. ;)

Couple felt so realistic and Found was just beauty, poetry, and so much feeling.
I love that "Couple" works for people-- it would be so easy for it to fall flat because of the basic premise.

"Found"... sexy, and then the uncertainty and reassurance. In Dean's place, I think so many of us would always be waiting for the other shoe to drop.

Always love reading your comments. ♥
mooyoo: Dean/Sam - &mooyoo on April 20th, 2006 07:56 pm (UTC)
Very nice little snippets. I liked the last one the most, I think, definitely has Sam's wariness and Dean's hopefulness and desperation for Sam to stay with him.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Diner Deanhalfshellvenus on April 20th, 2006 08:00 pm (UTC)
Definitely has Sam's wariness and Dean's hopefulness and desperation for Sam to stay with him.
Exactly, which is why it hurts so good.

For a long time at least (maybe forever), it's always going to be like Sam has one foot out the door. And for Dean... they've already arrived exactly where he wants to be. :(
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The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam & Dean slashhalfshellvenus on April 20th, 2006 11:45 pm (UTC)
Oh god you kill me dead!
O.. Smelling salts? Dean nibble for reviving?

Thank you so much! :D
mutelorelei: bugger  earth_vexermutelorelei on April 20th, 2006 08:56 pm (UTC)
I utterly loved every single of these...! Sexy and poetic and beautiful.

And I want Couple to be an entire fic! ;) I could almost see something like that on the show, only it probably would't happen for anti-corruption reasons.... sigh...
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Diner Deanhalfshellvenus on April 20th, 2006 11:47 pm (UTC)
Sexy and poetic and beautiful.
*Big smile* Thank you!

And I want Couple to be an entire fic! ;) I could almost see something like that on the show, only it probably would't happen for anti-corruption reasons.... sigh...
I would fork over nearly all worldly goods to see this on the show. Even an awkward peck would be satisfying! Sooooo ready for it. :D
dawnstarrising: Say Cristo - Deandawnstarrising on April 20th, 2006 09:20 pm (UTC)
Oh dear god. Some of those nearly killed me, especially The Mirrorws Self. So beautiful.......

*contented sigh*

You realise that I am now a Supernatural Wincest Junkie? Its my crack, and you're my dealer! *g*

Dawn xx
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Jensenhalfshellvenus on April 20th, 2006 11:49 pm (UTC)
You realise that I am now a Supernatural Wincest Junkie? Its my crack, and you're my dealer! *g*

:D I can't help myself. It's my crack too-- I feed my own addiction as well as yours.

But... wasn't it worth it? I mean, look at your icon. That boy needs some good, slashy molesting. And Sam's just the guy to do it. :0
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tayloredjusticetayloredjustice on April 20th, 2006 10:03 pm (UTC)
This is the love of Warriors, matched and mated. It is the question sought and answered, the self mirrored and completed. It is the domain of philosophers and poets, and it would shatter Dean to lose it.

Oh.

Just, OH.

That was beautiful. And for some reason when you wrote We are now it totally inspired me. Mind if I steal away that line and use it in a fic? My muse holed up after the last episode but she's now banging on my brain.
:)
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam & Dean Genhalfshellvenus on April 20th, 2006 11:51 pm (UTC)
That was beautiful.
Thank you so much. I went right for the uber-meta on that one.

And for some reason when you wrote We are now it totally inspired me. Mind if I steal away that line and use it in a fic? My muse holed up after the last episode but she's now banging on my brain.
Please! Work it to your will!

Only Wincest can come of it, and that is all to the greater good. ;)
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The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Diner Deanhalfshellvenus on April 20th, 2006 11:52 pm (UTC)
So very glad you liked them. Thank you! :D
BEWARE OF JENMAR.: SPN - Car!Pornclex_monkie89 on April 20th, 2006 11:55 pm (UTC)
Oh wow. So much love.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam & Dean slashhalfshellvenus on April 21st, 2006 12:01 am (UTC)
Thank you, MetalliBabe Clex! ♥ you :)
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stolenglimpse: Supernatural - Deanstolenglimpse on April 21st, 2006 01:15 am (UTC)
Love, love, love the underage one. All of them are lovely but that first one is really cute :)
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam & Dean slashhalfshellvenus on April 21st, 2006 05:17 am (UTC)
but that first one is really cute :)
It is, although almost squicky for me! But hot as well, which :0 help me!

Glad you liked them. :D
Sylph: SN_Sam&Deansylph_ironlight on April 21st, 2006 04:43 am (UTC)
Mmm. Lovely. Sam and Dean really come across as a modern day sacred band of thebes.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam & Dean slashhalfshellvenus on April 21st, 2006 05:19 am (UTC)
Sam and Dean really come across as a modern day sacred band of thebes.
They do. I know others have hit on this theme as well, but it describes them like no others.

Their battle has no end, and their need for a loving companion who understands and is each the other never ends either.

A hard and lonely life, but so much less so together.