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02 December 2008 @ 04:54 pm
Supernatural Slash Drabble: "All Is Forgiven" (Sam/Dean, PG-13)  
Title: All Is Forgiven
Author: HalfshellVenus
Characters: Sam/Dean (Slash, Drabble)
Rating: PG-13
Summary: The universe is a little more mysterious than Dean always thought.
Author's Notes: A late birthday present for thehighwaywoman, who deserves all good things!
Also for 100_ghosts, this is "Turning A Blind Eye."

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Sam burns like pure fire against Dean's skin, every heated point of contact calling like a constellation of need that Dean is powerless to resist.

He pulls Sam closer, maps the ache between them with his lips and tongue. If only he didn't want this with Sam—this twisted beauty—but it was all so incredibly lonely before. He's just glad Sam wants it too.

Because Castiel brought him back, Dean knows these moments with Sam were never secret. But higher powers choose to let him keep the love he's found, without condemning him.

Such kindness is an unexpected gift


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Cass E. Pants: image - firecass404 on December 3rd, 2008 01:13 am (UTC)
Ouch! And starkly beautiful.

The whole angel angle just sort of twists the wincest farther.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on December 3rd, 2008 01:17 am (UTC)
The angel thing has been messing with my mojo all season thus far (and this is one of the reasons).

And yet there's a certain beauty to the idea that love, even in a less-than-pure form, is important enough that the rules don't always apply.
twasadarktwasadark on December 3rd, 2008 03:18 am (UTC)
Lovely work. &hearts
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on December 3rd, 2008 05:43 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much! :)
brigid_tanner: boys-together wholebrigid_tanner on December 3rd, 2008 05:01 am (UTC)
You think the angels really know about Sam and Dean and are either okay with it, or need Dean badly enough to deal with it? That's gonna piss off the religious right ;0

Lovely drabble, especially the first line.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on December 3rd, 2008 05:44 pm (UTC)
Maybe they need Dean that badly (though the whole part of that larger arc just seems silly to me). But in any case, it's hard finding a way to work the Sam/Dean around the angel, so I'm trying to keep the muse alive.

And the desperation of not being able to resist, even when you know it's not a secret, is so very appealing.
jelly babies to manual: j2 or sam/dean | at restthehighwaywoman on December 3rd, 2008 04:59 pm (UTC)
Ohhhh, yes. Yes to the thousandth degree. You've hit all my favorites -- light, heat, need, emotion, and unexpected grace. Thank you so much for this lovely gift!
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on December 3rd, 2008 05:52 pm (UTC)
Yay-- I'm SO glad you liked it! I would have used the word "grace" in this drabble except that the most recent episode kind of ruined it for me, but it was definitely there in my mind.

The combination of desperate need-- against all better judgment-- and being unable to resist it anyway speaks so powerfully to the love between these two. It's everything I find so compelling about them.

Many happy returns to you, and I hope this helps complete that 'birthday feeling' for your special day. :)
Maerhys: spn » my salvation lies in your lovemaerhys on December 3rd, 2008 05:03 pm (UTC)
Beautiful work.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on December 3rd, 2008 05:54 pm (UTC)
Thank you! This is everything about Sam and Dean that pulled me in from day one, and keeps me hooked even now. :)
Yo: SPN:  Dean/Sam kiss (breathless)dreamlittleyo on December 3rd, 2008 05:21 pm (UTC)
Absolutely beautiful.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on December 3rd, 2008 05:54 pm (UTC)
Thank you very much! :)
saavikam77: Dean/Sam Seancesaavikam77 on December 3rd, 2008 05:28 pm (UTC)
Awwww.... Wonderfully beautiful and sweet! Dean and Sam deserve that kind of happiness so much...
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on December 3rd, 2008 05:56 pm (UTC)
They really do-- especially with everything else that has gone so horribly, painfully wrong for them. To find completion in each other, when that's all they have anyway... that is a kind of grace, no matter how wrong it might otherwise be. :)
saydi03saydi03 on December 3rd, 2008 06:08 pm (UTC)
it really is unexpected but so very much wanted - beautiful
I like how they can be together without it being a 'sin'.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on December 4th, 2008 12:30 am (UTC)
It's as if the larger picture is love and the inability to turn it away, especially when it's all you want and all you have. I can see some notion of a God finding that understandable, though it would certainly be unusual!
angels3angels3 on December 3rd, 2008 07:48 pm (UTC)
Loved it.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on December 4th, 2008 12:36 am (UTC)
Thank you, Angel! Still trying to get longer Sam/Dean fics out, though S4's setting is making that awfully hard. :0
angels3angels3 on December 4th, 2008 12:47 am (UTC)
I know I've been in J2 for awhile now but I really want to get back to my wincest roots and this season is killing me.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam & Dean Genhalfshellvenus on December 4th, 2008 03:37 am (UTC)
but I really want to get back to my wincest roots and this
season is killing me.

Yes! And I thought S3 was tough (the whole doomed!Dean issue), but S4 isn't faring much better. There's too much mytharc 'noise' for me, and I'm missing the groove of the two brothers as "them against the world" instead of "two dudes in a larger picture flailing against an unknown plan."

Frustrating. :(
angels3angels3 on December 4th, 2008 03:43 am (UTC)
Oh I love the arc it's just the whole hell repercussions have been brutal on my foo. Plus Castiel makes me drool too so I've been a little distracted, not that Dean could ever be replaced but you know it's like having a chocolate bar off to the side of your chocolate cake.
devon99 on December 3rd, 2008 10:39 pm (UTC)
Ooh. I love this.

I did a drabble a while back about Dean never wanting to give Sam up, even though he knows that God/Angels are watching him. It had an undercurrent of Dean thinking they disapproved.

I loved this, because this POV never occured to me. That perhaps the love he has with his brother is accepted/not condemned by higher powers.

Really nice little thinky piece for me:)
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on December 17th, 2008 10:15 pm (UTC)
I loved this, because this POV never occured to me. That perhaps the love he has with his brother is accepted/not condemned by higher powers.
It's probably reaching, but then again-- it's supposed to be all about what's in your heart and soul. Sometimes individual situations that do no harm are different from the larger rules (which are there for good reasons).

And then there's the fact that the Wincest becomes nearly impossible in S4 otherwise, which has no appeal to me at all!

I'm glad you liked this-- and I hope it provides an "out" in your thinking for future writing. :)
Rosegestaltrose on December 3rd, 2008 11:35 pm (UTC)
sweet! lovely just lovely
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on December 17th, 2008 10:15 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much! I'm glad you enjoyed this. :)