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27 October 2008 @ 11:50 pm
Supernatural Slash Drabble: "Freeing That Long-Held Breath" (PG-13, Sam/Dean)  
Title: Freeing That Long-Held Breath
Author: HalfshellVenus
Pairing: Sam/Dean (Wincest, Drabble)
Rating: PG-13
Summary: (Early S4) It feels like it's been forever since he was with Sam just like this…
Author's notes: Happy late birthday to tabularassa! You wanted Sam/Dean and hotness, and I hope this meets your expectations.
Also for supernatural100 ("Together").

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Dean should care, when he and Sam have all this uneasiness between them—when his guardian angel could drop in at any moment—but he just can't. He wants this too much.

Sam kisses him like he finally believes Dean's back, while Dean strokes across Sam's skin with greedy hands. They did this days before the hellhounds took Dean down, but that was different—tinged with sorrow and the wrong kind of desperation. Now it's needy and perfect in a way Dean hasn't felt in ages.

God, he's missed it—them, together.

Loving Sam like this… it feels like hope.


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brigid_tanner: boys-love hugbrigid_tanner on October 28th, 2008 11:30 am (UTC)
Perfect. I do love the way you write our boys together.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on October 28th, 2008 05:12 pm (UTC)
Thank you, Brigid! Season 4 really needed a little more Sam/Dean love for my tastes, and this helps resolve that disconnection for me!
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The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam & Dean Hughalfshellvenus on October 28th, 2008 05:16 pm (UTC)
I'm so glad you liked it-- and that it moved you (this one is as much emotional as it is heat, I think).

And thank you so much for the birthday LJ gift! I've been meaning to email, because I haven't seen you online and I don't know if you saw the thank you post. It was SO lovely to be remembered. :)
Yo: SPN:  gleeful Samdreamlittleyo on October 28th, 2008 06:27 pm (UTC)
Beautiful, honey. I love the inherent HAPPY to this. And the idea that the angel could walk in on them and Dean just can't bring himself to care.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: SN Lovershalfshellvenus on October 28th, 2008 07:25 pm (UTC)
I've so badly been needing some deeper happiness in S4, so this is for me as much as for anyone else!

And the idea that the angel could walk in on them and Dean just can't bring himself to care.
There's a certain kinky hotness to that (*koff*), and it also avoids the whole "always watching" potential stumbling point for the Wincest this season. I like to think that Dean is so far gone over Sam at this point that he doesn't care, and can't. It's all about Sam.
Entendre? Make mine a double.: SN Beauty Deandeirdre_c on October 28th, 2008 07:22 pm (UTC)
Oh yes! *happy sigh*
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on October 28th, 2008 07:26 pm (UTC)
Thank you, Deirdre! :)
Miss Virgo: In Private S/Dhoveringon on October 28th, 2008 08:04 pm (UTC)
Oh. *heart clench*
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on October 28th, 2008 08:40 pm (UTC)
Yay! Thank you! Love the icon. ;)
devon99 on October 28th, 2008 09:24 pm (UTC)
As always, lovely.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: SN Lovershalfshellvenus on October 29th, 2008 12:44 am (UTC)
Thank you! And what a nice icon you have there. :)
♰ Samy Jo ♰: Jefferysam22_2 on October 28th, 2008 10:56 pm (UTC)
That was so touching!! Thank you for sharing!!!

Btw, your icon, where is the actual picture? Was it made by sweetgirl7808?
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on October 29th, 2008 12:45 am (UTC)
I'm so glad you enjoyed it!

If you mean this icon here, it's by oxoniensis, who also made the manip.
♰ Samy Jo ♰: Jen/Jarsam22_2 on October 29th, 2008 01:04 am (UTC)
Thank you very much!! And I loved it! Cannot wait for more ^ ^
The Huntress: SamDean Impalahuntress69 on October 28th, 2008 11:10 pm (UTC)
This was beautiful, and it was a lovely fic to come home to.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on October 29th, 2008 12:46 am (UTC)
Thank you! I'm glad to help get your evening started off right, too. :)
I'm the girl that you just won't admit you adore.: saviortabularassa on October 29th, 2008 03:36 am (UTC)
That was absolutely perfect. Yes, it feels like hope. THANK YOU:) ♥
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam & Dean Hughalfshellvenus on October 29th, 2008 06:36 am (UTC)
You're so very welcome! Many happy returns, and I hope this kept the birthday mood going a little bit longer. :D
I'm the girl that you just won't admit you adore.tabularassa on October 29th, 2008 06:42 am (UTC)
It did, sweetie! Thank you so much:D
layne: spn castiellayne67 on October 29th, 2008 07:58 am (UTC)
*grins*

I hope Castiel would be discreet and not drop in during those times, because that would be awkward, to say the least! ;D
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: SN Lovershalfshellvenus on October 29th, 2008 06:58 pm (UTC)
I hope Castiel would be discreet and not drop in during those times, because that would be awkward, to say the least! ;D
I never really know how attuned he is to human ways when they don't affect his immediate goals. I'm just waiting for the crackFic when he appears in the shower one day: "Dean, we have to go." "What the-- get out!"
Deadbeat Nymph: sam dean profilesdeadbeat_nymph on October 29th, 2008 04:45 pm (UTC)
I love the combination of melancholy angst and hope-filled desperation here. It's lovely and moving. And, o, the idea of Secret Angel Man walking in on such a scene both frightens me and tickles me!
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: Sam/Dean kisshalfshellvenus on October 29th, 2008 06:59 pm (UTC)
I love the combination of melancholy angst and hope-filled desperation here. It's lovely and moving.
That's wonderful, because that's really what I was going for. I wanted the feeling of intense passion, and trying to regain something that was lost.

And, o, the idea of Secret Angel Man walking in on such a scene both frightens me and tickles me!
I know! I'm caught between "Uh-oh" and "Hot!" ;)
fiery_fox2fiery_fox2 on November 20th, 2008 05:29 pm (UTC)
Oh, lovely, as always. Somehow, what with me being sick, I missed a lot of your lately-written fics. *coughs* Ugh. I hate viruses. :<
This was gorgeous. And this line?

-when his guardian angel could drop in at any moment—

Am I twisted for thinking please do drop in Castiel? LOL, I think my low-grade fever has gotten to my brain...*grins*.
*memories the fic*
:>

The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: SN Lovershalfshellvenus on November 20th, 2008 08:22 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry you've been sick-- stupid cold/flu season really seems to be hitting a lot of people right now!

Am I twisted for thinking please do drop in Castiel? LOL, I think my low-grade fever has gotten to my brain...*grins*.
I don't know... even I get a hint of kink off of that line, and I'm as vanilla as they come! :0

Hope you're feeling better soon! *hugs*