Log in

No account? Create an account
18 January 2007 @ 12:50 pm
Prison Break Gen Fiction: Parables Written In Blood 1/5  
Title: Parables Written In Blood
Chapter: Genesis (T-Bag's Parents) (1/5)
Author: HalfshellVenus
Characters: T-Bag, others (Gen)
Rating: PG-R (this part PG-13)
Summary: His future was written at the beginning; it came to him by blood.
Spoilers: Through end of Season 1.
Authors Notes: Written for the philosophy_20 prompt #17, "Lack Of God." This is a somewhat AU history of T-Bag. This was inspired by a long-ago "Stories I Never Wrote You" challenge, the prompt being "Five Ways T-Bag Didn't Almost Die." It took forever to finish all five of them, and these are instead a set of five times T-Bag came close to dying, and who that made him in the process.

x-x-x Part I: Genesis x-x-x

It was Winter when Myra changed.

She got picky about her food, sometimes barely eating at all. She stayed abed too long in the mornings, hardly finishing the few chores she could handle.

Myra got lazy and sullen, had to be what it was. Bedding her hadn’t ever been much to go on about, but it was convenient— she was there. Small recompense for having to look after her all the time, but he was stuck with her after Mama and Daddy died. It wasn’t much good now— like humping a lump of clay.

But it didn’t stop him. A man had things he was owed.

In springtime, she started to get fat. She never was much to look at—empty features, teensy little eyes. She’d been shapeless and clumsy since she was a baby, and he knew not to expect anything more. But now there was bulging, and her dresses didn’t fit. It was laziness pure and simple, and what to do with her now, he wondered?

By summertime, he knew. He never realized how lucky they’d been before. All these years, just the two of them, and it took ‘til now to see the consequence of their sin.

He thought about it and thought about it. He weren’t ready to raise a baby, not with the grown-up baby sister he had right now. How would he manage, never being able to trust her with it? He couldn’t keep up the farm like that, being two places at once. It was hard enough on the days he set to plowing—oftentimes he’d take her and tie her up to a tree. Neither of them would know what to do with a baby, how to care for it. And he was all strapped up by the situation they already had right now.

It festered and festered until he saw the answer.

“Two birds at once,” he thought. “Two birds at once.”

He mixed whiskey into her coffee, adding chocolate to hide the taste. More and more he gave her, ‘til she was tipsy— giggling like a child. He led her to the top of the stairs, turning the light on casually. And then he gave her a push—hard enough to rattle the teeth in his own head.

She banged and bounced to the bottom, sharp little cries skittering off in all directions. And then it was over and the world was quiet. She was a broken bundle at the base of the stairs.

He let his breath out, the one he’d been holding. And he turned off the light and shut the door.

He finished that bottle of whiskey that afternoon. Sat in the threadbare rocker by the kitchen stove, killing every thought of guilt or remorse with the same liquid fire that’d made Daddy crash the truck some eight years back. He watched the light change in the forest behind the fence, saw the crows gathering in the oak tree as the sun went down.

He’d do something about it tomorrow, once he’d figured out the story he’d have to tell.

Coming back from the outhouse, he thought he’d heard a noise. A soft thumping down below the floor, it seemed.

A thought struck him, and he opened the cellar door, snapped the light on. Her head lifted up, eyes staring at him accusingly. And he knew he’d tempted Fate one time too many.

He’d bungled it, he knew that two days later. He made her crutches to keep from carrying her around the house—the gigantic mass of her, all helpless and limp. She was fine, near as he could tell, except for the legs. And the rest of her grew on into Fall.

The midwife came on the first Monday in September. She stayed the night, wiping the sweat off of Myra’s forehead. She made cohosh and elderberry tea, singing low in her throat as the hours went on. She spared him no glances, not directly. But the bitter glare of her blame followed his back.

At sunrise, a sound woke him from his slumber in the sitting room chair. Soon he heard the squalling fuss of a baby testing out its lungs, and he knew it had started—all the trouble he’d tried to keep from coming.

It was ten minutes before the midwife brought the baby to him, all wrapped up in a pillowcase and red to the tips of its ears.

“This is your son,” she stated flatly. For she knew it was his, though it never should have happened.

The baby looked at him, its eyes all bright and knowing. Like it knew something, about the world or maybe just about him.

Spawn of the devil, he thought, just as sure as anything.

And not for a minute did he admit responsibility for the situation, or who the devil in question clearly was.


(Next section)

aeroport_art: 300aeroport_art on January 19th, 2007 02:50 am (UTC)
Ooooh, this is neat. Kind of creepy shivery, as all things related to T-Bag are. His father's POV is so detached, so pragmatic that it's eerie to hear him talk about things like "killing two birds with one stone". This should be good :D
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: TBaghalfshellvenus on January 19th, 2007 07:00 am (UTC)
Kind of creepy shivery, as all things related to T-Bag are.
You just know that it never began well. T-Bag being the product of an incestuous union, and his mother being retarded, are canon. What that says about his father can't be good.

His father's POV is so detached, so pragmatic that it's eerie to hear him talk about things like "killing two birds with one stone".
Sociopathy is usually inherited, and I figured the chances of that for T-Bag were awfully good. And what sociopath wouldn't look for the quick solution to a problem such as this one? Brrrr...
Are we back to hos over bros?lissa_bear on January 23rd, 2007 11:25 pm (UTC)
Ah, man! The ending on this one is really awesome! I'm going to read this all at once, so I'm not going to leave anything long until the end, but really, this piece is very well voiced.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: TBaghalfshellvenus on January 24th, 2007 01:07 am (UTC)
Thank you!

This is actually my favorite one of the whole bunch, but because it's way pre-season I don't think most people are really going to "get" it. The language here just seems very authentic to me, and it's very different from what I'm used to.
tyrical: AP_aJolietyrical on January 28th, 2007 11:06 pm (UTC)
Tap me on the shoulder when T-bag starts making sense to me.
I think I just took a trip on the crazy train.
Cause I understood it all and thought well for T-bag this makes sense.
The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors: TBaghalfshellvenus on July 10th, 2008 07:31 pm (UTC)
Cause I understood it all and thought well for T-bag this makes sense.
You can so easily see this being his past (we know his parents were siblings and his mother retarded), and the idea that his father was a sociopath too... that's usually where the whole thing starts. It's in the blood. :0